Revelation 10:11 (anbz, time)

[gbausc]

Shlama Brother,

You wrote:

Well, I'm sure that Jesus won't punish me for finding questions (I have to believe among unbelievers, among the devil's justice, and there is no sign of the kingdom in the heaven at all)

Why do you think in terms of punishment for asking questions? I certainly don't think you will be punished for asking questions. Jesus wants us to enjoy His Kingdom which He has given us: "Blessed by The Spirit are the poor, for theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven." Ro 14:17 For the kingdom of God, is not food and drink; but is righteousness, and peace, and joy in the Holy Spirit.

You also wrote:

because all the ones that tell me about Him are 'just' humans (no offense intende).

Sorry for the shortcoming. Lamsa was also "just human", I think.
I am trying to convey what God said, not man's ideas. The kingdom of Heaven is within us who believe by The Spirit, according to what He said. We are also raised up to sit in Heaven with Him, according to what He said:
Ephesians 2:5,6 "When we were dead in our sins, he gave us life together with The Messiah, and by his grace he saved us. 6. And he has raised us up with him and seated us with himself in Heaven in Yeshua The Messiah."

Does this make you sad or depressed?

I never said Lamsa was a false Christian. I simply disagree with some of his teachings. You must decide what the truth is for yourself, based on what scripture says and, more importantly, what The Spirit of Holiness says to your heart and spirit. Only The Author of scripture Himself can explain the true and full meaning of His word.
Joh 16:13 Howbeit when he, the Spirit of truth, is come, he will guide you into all truth: for he shall not speak of himself; but whatsoever he shall hear, that shall he speak: and he will shew you things to come.

Dave