I don't feel like doing this anymore

[Paul Younan]

I've lost the inspiration, I haven't felt it in a long time. I try to sit in front of the screen and crank out an interlinear chapter, even if I'm not paying attention, but my fingers just don't move.

I don't know if it'll come back or not, nothing excites me anymore about any of this. What was once my passion has all but died inside of me. I'll force myself to stare at the screen and try to make sense of the Aramaic, only to find myself being distracted by a spider on the wall....or finding any excuse to walk away and do something, anything, else....hoping this burden I've placed upon myself will just disappear....maybe the server's hard drive will crash and I'll have an excuse to dump it all.

Something strange has happened.